Wednesday, January 16, 2008

THIS ONE IS HEART BREAKING

i saw this as a bulletin in friendster by one of my close friends.

PREPARE YOUR SELF.
this actually made me cry:


When you were 8 years
old, your mom handed you an ice
cream. You thanked he r by dripping it
all over your lap.


When you were 9 years old, she paid for
piano lessons. You thanked her by
never even bothering to practice.


When you were 10 years old she drove
you all day, from soccer to football
to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the
car and never looking back.


Whe n you were 11 years old, she took
you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a
different row.


When you were 12 years old, she warned
you not to watch certain TV shows. You
thanked her by waiting until she left
the house.


Wh en you were 13, she suggested a
haircut that was becoming. You thanked
her by telling her she had no taste.


When you were 14, she paid for a month
away at summer camp. You thanked her by
forgetting to write a single letter.


When you were 15, she came home from
work, looking for a hug. You thanked
her by having your bedroom door locked.


When you were 16, she taught you how
to drive her car. You thanked her by
taking it every chance you could.


When you were 17, she was expecting
an important call. You thanked her by
being on the phone all night.


When you were 18, she cried at your
high school graduation . You thanked
her by staying out partying until dawn.


When you were 19, she paid for your
college tuition, drove you to campus
carried your bags. You thanked her by
saying good-bye outside the dorm so you
wouldn't be embarrassed in front of
your friends.


When you were 25, she helped to pay
for your wedding, and she cried and
told you how deeply she loved you. You
thanked her by moving halfway across
the country.


When you were 50, she fell ill and
needed you to take care of her. You
thanked her by reading about the
burden parents become to their
children.An d then, one day, she
quietlydied.



And everything you never did came
crashing down like thunder on YOUR
HEART..

YOUTH FOR JESUS!

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THIS POST AND THE OTHER THREE ARE FROM MY MULTIPLY ACCOUNT AGAIN. C:
visit it at: http://yauxtero.multiply.com/
Posted by yuki on Jan 14, '08 8:23 AM for everyone

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WOOOH~!

(pictures in the gallery...see yah there!c:)


This is great. No. This is better than GREATNESS!

Nag start na un gaming cell group. And yess, it was beyond greatness. We’ve talked about everything—even out deepest and darkest side. I promise!


We started like 2:30 and ended at 5:30. grabe. Time really flies when we enjoy, right?


I don’t want to sound like very religious (for some may think its only words) but, actually, I really felt God was there. He is in the midst of us as we do our cell group and that time I spent with the group talking about our spiritual life, it’s all worth it. IT’S ALL WORTH IT!


I can’t wait for next time (on Friday! I wish we can do it everyday!really!).

This really great. Masaya na ung cell group namen streghthen our friendship and as the quote I remember says, TRUE FRIENDS DON’T LET FRIENDS GO TO HELL.


Are you a TRUE FRIEND?


Stop being selfish.
Do something!

MY FRUSTRATIONS...

Believe me or not, I am a frustrated singer when I was younger. Like, when I was fifteen. LOL!XD actually, I was when I was about eight to nine or even seven unto six. Around that age.

I remember pa that time na uso pa ang cassette tapes, I usually, sing and record my voice and send it to my mother in Japan. I was always singing April Boy Regino’s hit songs (now, you could just imagine how baduy I was back then.haha) and some animae song like,


Tato…ni ana shita ni nomo..BLA.BLA (tama ba? Basta, ung sa voltes five.)


And ung sa doemon, I am always singing them, and the end of the recording, I would sing the super “gas-gas” song…

Mama, I love you…
Mama, I care…
Mama, I need you…
Mama, oh, yeah.

And it ends my little show. Back then, kala ko, kahit sino ka man, pede kang kumanta but when I got into my senses that only people who are gifted with nice voice are the only once who has the “right to sing”, I quit my ever frustration.

If you thought it ends there… you’re dead wrong!


I was also a frustrated artist. I would always sit in the terrace and draw anything I wanted and then one day, I did draw something that looked like a thing. Kasi, nuon, kahit anung idrawing ko—puno, tao, tiger, pusa.. they all looked like an ipis.. pero, iba tlga to.


I tried copying a shoes. A giant shoes in one of the page of my book. Then, saw stunned when it turned looking a like.


“Tatay!Tatay!tiganan mO!” I was really proud of it and showed it to my grand father (I call him Tatay.) and he just smiled at me. I was so happy.


Since then, I never stopped drawing. I draw almost everything. Siguro kulang nalang, i-drawing ko ung sarili ko. And since then, drawing nalang ung sinesend ko kay mama. This time, my frustrations turned fine. Super saya! C:


About writing, it also started something like my singing and my drawing—a desire. When I read the story my friend made back in sixth grade, I was so jealous! My work was a disaster but just before that, I have a short story made for my Reading class in fifth grade but I lost my notebook. It was in the moment I’ve read my friend’s piece when I told my self, Nakagawa na ako ng ganayan. Nawala lang. I want to do more of that. I want to write to!


So, everyday, sulat ako.. but not literal, I type in in the computer all the stuffs and save them, nde pa uso friendster so, and use lng ng computer is to type, print and to look at it and bore your self just looking at the screen.


This is the best frustration I had. As in after it, ito ung naging passion ko… writing is the best thing God gave me for when I write, I am at ease. I feel really at home.HAHA!


So, GTG na. this post is taking me like forever, Napasarap sa pag reminisce. Wala pa akong dream book!OMG!lagot!wala pa din akong research draft sa ComA.. OH.!blag!blag! ayoooko nap la mag bukas.LOL.

G”NAYT…


Pero, nde pa tulog.

Naglalaba pa ako..walang uniform (good thing, mei washing na lalagay mo lng tas, pag tumunog, sampay na!I LOVE TECHNOLOGY!lol)



I think am just hang around the net—sa PEX!haha.

~am outta here.~yukiiiii

i AM EXCITED~!!

I’m really, really, excited for tomorrow.


Last January 11, 2008—we have no ComArts kasi may Mass. When the rest of my friends said na ayaw nila mag mass because most of us are Born-Again, I was a little bit, hesitant to go. Pano, we were like, ten steps away from the chapel and I was also hoping, at the back of my mind, Red might be there (departmental kasi.) but, I chose to follow my friends and the rest was history.


Habang papunta dun sa canteen, we’re recalling the worship songs we’re singing in church and because of that, a little crazy, no, it’s not crazy… Replace it by amazing. A little BIG amazing idea slip off JP’s mouth: “Gawa kea tayo ng cell group!”


And yesss, tomorrow is the day we booked to be the first day of our cell group. We have each a different task.


JP-opening prayer

Arlene-Worship leader

Cathy-game master (for ice breaker, though feeling ko, hindi nmen kaylangan nun.HAHA~)

Moubee-for an inspiring message.

Closing prayer-no other than, ME~!


I am really excited. As in. Sobrang saya ko na this time, I can serve the Lord fully. And in a way, I am enjoying because I was with my friends. C:


Then, the ball will pass.. magiging Opening prayer ako then, worship leader. HAHA! Omg.. me singing?

I AM TALKING TO WILL DEVAUGHN RIGHT NOW!siryoso~


CARDIAC ARESSSSST!


omg. my heart's beating twice as fast as it gets when I talk with someone I like.HAHA~ I'm going to tell the story later (when we finish talking. OMG.)


I HARDLY BELIEVE THIS!


inhale.exhale.


*UPDATES:*

I was scanning through the internet. Wala lang then, a friend suddenly approached me about a site bla.bla. I opened it, and tada! Mei conference pla with will devaughn.


ME: Will? No. I hardly believe this! Is this for real?

Nhguaved (name nia dun. binaliktad na devaughn)


WILL:
Its really me! I told ya i would visit the site .


at hnde ko alam un. bago lng ako pumasok, db? so, am totally CLUELESS.


WILL:Wow this is really amazing! I cant believe almost everything is on this site. Wait now riza almost knows everything i said...nahiya ako!! hahahaha


ME: oh, now ur shy...Okay. I’ll pretend that I believe you.


Sorry. nde tlga ako naniniwala. It's so hard to believe!HAHA~


WILL: Its really me i promise!


ME: oh?so where's Riza?


WILL:I just tried to call riza but it said " the number you are trying to reach is either unattended or out of coverage area " . Alam ko mayroon siyang vtr sa ortigas area kanina. Ill try again in a few mins. Yiheee!!


ME: yiheee. She’s a busy person.


His replies are taking forever... as in. mga five minutes or something. Then, every girl in the site floods. They’re all sure that he was Will because his manager talked to one of them and said he’ll take a visit. It was only then when I convinced my self na s’ya nga un. So, I posted straight in my multiply… matagal din naman siya mag reply.


Un ungnakita niong post ko.. this one. and i'm just updating now.



WILL:
sorry ive been trying to catch up on the threads ive missed. haha. Hoffnung alles is ok means i hope all is ok. and ummm....hmmm what else...passt auf sich selbst auf means take care of yourself. Still dont believe it me ?


nag german pa s'ya. nde ko nman maintindihan.XD


ME: No. i do believe na.HAHA.ooh. you're looking up... to find something there?HAHA.


WILL:
you think i would backtrack to fish info? I would never do such a thing . haha.


ME:
AHAHA,owyeah.yur doing it so...



LASWATSERA: ASAP tomorow?



may iba pang tao dun sa site.. nde lng ako.. nde ko na nilagay ung post nila.. baka kc ma flooed and am afraid to fill all the space.haha.


AND AFTER million light years... as in it took hi like thirthy minutes or less . Hnde nman
mahirap mag hintay. I do some other things while waiting like friendster and stuff.


WILL:
Pasensiya para sa mahabang...hintay?
Tama ba yan? haha. My tagalog is so bad im sorry. Im trying to catch up a bit with all of the threads and videos. All i can say is, beautiful. Once again i have this huge smile on my face . Unfortunately, no asap for me tomorrow but i heard they will be airing the bday party concert of Sharon Cuneta bukas so if you have time look out for me. Si riza mayroong siyang guesting sa asap bukas


I didn't responed. Umalis kasi ako sa harap ng computer and ate. super starving na.


WILL:
Ah i could stay on here and chat or ask you all a hundred questions but i must eat na. hehe. Im so payat na dba? Once again everyone i want to thank you for all of this again. This amazing experience is continuing bc of you. I will visit as much as i can to keep you posted.


ME:
oh.. yess. you must be hungry. you eat na. I'm done eating. [a firgure that can't appear here!hmft.]


WILL:
I promise to return soon. Ill stop by tomorrow again alrighty? So until next time everyone. Bu bye!! .


WILL:
thanks guys . Magandang gabi sa inyo lahat! Ill text riza before i sleep. Yiheee!! haha. Sleep tight everyone!


Hnde na ako nag react. HAHA. I was too lazy to do so.. and, I don't know what else to say... ahh!yes, I did say, GUD BYE. TEKK KER.haha. XD


Anyway, sobrang wala tong sense, alam ko. nagulat lng tlga ako.


Tama nga, na in the most unexpected moment, there' something unexpected happens. HAHA! nde ko naman maxdong gusto si will. I was just... shocked!really. super.


so, that's it. I've told you the whole thing. It's my time to rest, mei church pa tomorow and jers promised me he'll come. I wish he ready do.



G'NATY EVERYONE!
c:
God Bless.


YUKI ANNE (like how my mother call me. she's the only one who call me that way c: miss you, mama c: mwush.)

Saturday, January 12, 2008

AGAIN, I WANT TO CLEAR THIS OUT:

NDE AKO BUNTIS. LOL.HAHA.kidding.

NO, just wanna clear that the first nine post are delayed post. They're from my multiple site because I am lame and stupid---I forgot my password here.HAHA.(shirk in shame.XD)

Anyhow, i don't wanna dissolve this blog site so, iposted them all to cope with the looost times.

I MISS MY BLOG! (hugs the computer.haha)

I MISS YOU!YOU!YOU,MY BLOGGG.

i won't let you die. I promise.HAHA~ XD

basta, this is still my closet. my crib. my blog. my life.

xoxo,
yuki---the torn and repaired paperdoll. ahihi. XD

F.A.B

Posted by yuki on Jan 11, '08 8:26 AM for everyone


FRIENDSAREBROTHERS.