arg. T.T

It's Easter Sunday.

i skipped posting for days for a lot of reasons: i haven't done anything special lately, I was too lazy to function, I'm enjoying my free time upadating my stories and I'm depressed. Okay, depress is such a big word, but I was like sad. kinda.

The hard drive of our computer busted, so the files were all corrupted. What now? All my beloved pictures are gone. all wiped out, and left me with nothing.

When we got this computer, I was an elementary graduating student. Now, everything vanished almost one week before my graduation day (HS). That only means that all the files, pictures and even the scratches I saved in for the last four years of my life meant nothing. It's all erased. great. yeah, so great that i wanted to puke it out.

After all those, I remembered what Ma'am told us. That after years, she now forgotten the names of her friends. I may sound weird because obviously, it was a different thing but,

the thought of erasing them in my life feared me.

I can't erase those people who showed me love for the past years. I told my self that not all would be like ma'am who'll forgot that easy. I won't. I know, it's not good that I'll state words this early. I guess, the right sentence is, I'll try not to.

those pictures are so important to me, because they captures the memories i had. But, when I'll come to think about it over again, I guess my memory is much, much better than those pictures that fades. 'Coz, our brains doesn't erase eveything important, especially our

HEART.

April 08 '07

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