Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Leaping over the EDGE.

21hours,08minutes,25seconds



…from now, we’ll be stepping in each of our new and bigger world. Where we’re all taking different doors, poles paths, and diverse lives will be established.



I’m mixed up.



I wanted to smile, for I’ve achieve the next level of education. But I hardly do it, I’m more of scared. Scared of the future, which I wasn’t sure what holds. I’m afraid of my college applications, I’m terrified of a new beginning; I’m even fearful of just walking the street alone. I’m desperate to know if we’re really getting in touch after the ceremony. I don’t want to be apart with my friends. I’m scared that a time will come that we’ll be so part, a gap would be built and the invisible thread would be cut, but I don’t want to think it that way. I know they won’t be like that. The love we have for one another is bigger that we can’t just throw everything up.




This year, though the last, was the best. It’s full of adventure. Packed with new things that we did for the first time. Unlike the first year that we used to adjust, the second year that brought a lot of changes in my life, the steady third year,
this year is the best.



Not only because I bring out the fun and laughter but I tested the friendship we had. It built us stronger, it made us sharper and the more the problems come to us, and the closer we got to God.



We first went in Manila only with us, the first concert, and the addiction to camera, the audition, the happy thoughts, and the “barahan time”. All was worthwhile. And to tell everything, this page won’t be enough.



Though, our time is numbered and it may fright
me, but I realized why will I be afraid of something not yet coming? Besides, with my big
GOD,
that knows His plan, which surely his thoughts aren’t mine, I’m being silly.

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