GO.kill ur self.lol.

"damn that Beautiful BOY!
HE only wanna do u dirt.
He'll have ME suicidal.
suicidal when HE says it's over!"

that's my version of the most popular song today, beutiful girls or boys. watever.HAHA. Ewan ko ha. But, I guess, i was hurt enough para makanta yun. And the part "suicidal", don't worry. I won't do it. I'm too scared to!HAHA. but, all those words are applying in my life. DAMN all those beautiful boys. ESPECIALLY HIM. him.

*i silently pray that sumday i'll get over that shit. Now i know it's a fact, that you shouldn't play with fire especially when you don't know to handle it well. 'coz in the end, you'll just get burn and be hurt.




tired, hurt, suicidal (you wish.lol),
------------->yukiAUXTERO

sining giling.

Last weekend, well i-enclude nio na ang friday, i've been in poetry workshop. yeah. it's quite new for me. I do write, of course, but poetry is such a new discovery . T.T before kc, I only do poems when I need them, like when the teacher instruct to. Unlike when I do essays and short stories. I do them just because i want to. They've become part of me na parang hobby na ang turing ko.

This Sining Giling workshop is my turning point. Narealized ko na, poetry is such a magnificent craft. Mahirap s'ya idefine but it is as it is. We've ripped out our heads para may lumabas na something. HAHA. Sabi nag ni Mr. Reuel Aguila, our facilitator, we're the most tired workshop team. Masyadong head-wrecking. And speaking of him, I do admire him so much. He's such a good poet. Gusto ko nga bumili ng book nia weh. He inspires me not just to be the best writer but a good poet as well.

fast-paced

it's been a while since i last posted. Kung tutuusin, it's exactly One month and sixteen days.

my life has been fast-paced. alam mo un. Parang significant events can rushing one after another. it's so fast, i don't even realized it's coming.

A month isn't that long enough, but it turned my world around. In that span of time, maraming nagyari sakin. I got ups and down. I've been in laughter and in great tears.

My mother came home and went back in Japan the same month. Her arrival gave me a roller coaster of emotions. Masayang nanjan s'ya, a mother who cooks food for breakfast, a kiss on the cheeks erase every stress i had. But the downside is, maxdong ko s'yang mamimiss when she's go back there. And that excatly wat happened. I can't contain my tears. it's hard to let go at kahit ilang bese na siyang umaalis, i can't help but to cry and be sad. Be hopeful that one day, just one day, she won't leave me again.

OKAY.
enough of my melodramatic post.
As sir revilla said, ang magandang writting doesn't contain heavy dramas. HAHA
but, some exceptions may be this--my blog.LOL.

There's a lot of things that happened. I just don't know how to contain everything in this post. Mei time kc na i get blank. And that time is NOW.=(

xoxo,
yuki