it takes one to know one.

How would you define a poser?

using other's picture, aha.

pretending to be someone they're not? probably.

trying to upgrade their degraded selves? Totally.

jas for fun? Not really.


So, how would you define copycats?

Stealing your "individuality".

Trying to be like you, na ang totoo, she could never be? YOU GOT IT.

POSER + COPYCAT = [her name]

I don't wanna reveal her name. Let her shit be hers. Ayoko kasing parang nanira ako in my blog. It's just isn't fair.


So. "SHE" is a 99% poser and a 1% copycat.
Okay, scratch that.
She's 50% poser, 25% copy cat and 25% dumb ass.


Heck, ako pa niloko nia, I've been a poser once, and I did it for fun. Not because I am insecure of my self. I juast wanna keep my self private but, I don't need to explain. I'm done with my "poser" stage. I am now enjoying every bits of my self. This is me anyway and only I can love my self.


My point is, "SHE" got to be my friend. When "SHE" add me in friendster, everything blew up. She was using other people's picture. Using a "manufactured" (as Sam Milby's term) stories.


There got to be a"perfect" girl that character she has given life. You see, I also writes stories and as you write, you'll exaggerate the life of a young woman. You could put all the best stuffs to your "main character" and do degrade the others. Alam ko ang pasikot-sikot niya.


You see, "SHE"'s a ballerina, a musician, a korean who looks like Song He Kyo? Oh, please. Her pictures are even unbelievable. But, hindi nman yun ang kinahihitutok ko, for SHE's not just a poser, SHE'S IMITATING ME. and it sucks.


All my pictures, I put them (c)paperdoll or paperdoll. Because I do edit, right? Well, SHE just have her pictures, (c)paperdoll_[her name] in it. It's freaking me out. I hate it. Auqo ng gingaya ako. THis is not a co incident, pano magiging coincident, when she puts her name after an underscore. Parang alam niyang there's other paperdoll out there---and that's ME!


Nakakainis pa dun, SHE has this other ANNOYING FRIEND who copies too. I hate it. I really hate it and I want them to stop. But, how? This is unfair for me. arggg.


Anyway, all I can say is, they're so insecure of their selves at ako ang pang tapal sa mga butas ng mga insekyoras. Someday, I know they'll get tired of doing so. Just someday.


the ONLY paperdoll,
--------*ma. anne YUKI auxtero* BOW.

CHANGE?

i uploaded my finals in English here. la magawa eh. WATCH IT. WATCH IT!





and this one..
napulot ko lng sa Youtube.
And it's the tree planting of AS4. uhm. not all of us. c mam lang and sum AS4. Am not even there.HAHA.la lng.=) courtesy of Francis Von (FATHER).

IMYSMAIDKWTS!

It's been a while, i know,right?!

been so busy. My skedules all lined up and I've got no time to update, though I have a bit with regards to my friendster account and stuffs.

THE SEMESTERS ENDING!

..and it just saddens me. :[ Auqo pa kc. I felt like, the time is too short. Nagyon ko pa lalong naeenjoy ang pagiging isang KOLEHIYO, and now it's eding.

there's a lot of things screaming in my head. I don't even know what particular thing would I ever concentrate at.

I am worried of a friendship being lost.

I'm worried of my IT exam that would take place two hours from now.
[I'm in the ITCC (in Letran) and the room beside me is where my crush is.LOL]

I rili wanted to go to Lb right now to witness the cheering competition.

Am just so helpless, you know.

And other than all of that, I've been through alot bago pa ako bumalik dito at nagblog. Muntik na akong naging finalist for Ms.AS and as usual, due to my high "mahiyain effect", I didn't tookl it. Well, that's maybe one of the thoughest decision to make especially i know that I wanted it. But, when I got to watch the night it was done, It's kinda worth it na hindi ako sumali.AHAHA.

We also did, poetica. Oh,yeah!napost ko na nga pla yun... AH!nah.nde pa pla. I posted last was about POETRY din db?! It was my poetry workshop. yeah. I got it now. We join POETIKA. the competition? well, just a show of poety. And we did got a lot of praises from different people.it's such a good experience.

And resently, super recent lng nito, about one year and six months as three days ago..HAHA! jas kiddin'. Last Saturday, a day from now, nanalo kme sa NSTP!yeah.it was so great. Out of the 22 contestans, we bagged the first place. So, who's your mama now?LOL. But, it was far different from our PE performance, doon, we did our best pero, we got 7-8-7. Yeah. average lng kung tutuusin. So, let's just forget about that,.AHAHA.

by the way, I posted a new story in ttlak. Lakas ng loob noh? nde ko pa nman tapos ung iba, eh kc, am such a bsta. I forgot the term. It mean na you're just good at first. I always hear that from Ahrae whenever she complains about boys.haha.anyway,when i remember i'll tell you.

My gash, this post has been too long,na miss kc kita eh.HAY.
I guess, I'll stop from here. =)
and I promise to update soon. SOON.
HAHA.asa pa saken. pero, really, i'll try my very best to.
[sana may magbasa pa nito]

dahil tapos na ang klas ng crush ko from the other room, am going to go out na,HAHA!

*CHEERS abcomm.:]

la lang. Mahal na mahal ko ung mga un. I thought when I transffered school, I won't found new set of friends that would love me unconditionally. Ung tipong parang mga HS friends? But I was dead wrong.

Xa,xa,next time na ule.

CIAO!=)
~yuki.YUKI.yuki


PS. my title, IMYSMAIDKWTS means,
I Miss You So Much And I Don't Know What To Say!.HAHA!=)

--->am OUT!