OUCH.after an operation.

I was half naked laying on a bed. It was freezing. The air condition is in full blast. The clock's ticking is the only thing I could hear. My heartbeat was the loudest noise.

Yesterday, I gone through BIOPSY.

It's a procedure where they would get some of my skin to test it. Of course, para malaman kung anung sakit ko. Initially, I was scared of it. You can't blame me nman. Sino ba nmang hindi matatakot kung kukunan ka ng balat? x_o

It started that I was really scared. The qoute which Jean sent me late that morning is what's in my mind the whole time..

"Sometimes you pray not because you want to
change the situation. But, you wanted to
your attitude towards it."

When the doctor sat down, my emotions overflowed. I really wanted to cry but I was hoping those tears to be hidden. I was pale. I wanted to go out of the room and quit.


The injection of anesthesia is the most painful part. After it, I hardly felt anything. Until it was finished. It wasn't like a bit of an ant, it's more of a bite of a dog. lol.


Now, am in my process of medication. Weeks pa bago ko malaman ung results, but I was hoping for the good ones. Sana nman am in good terms.


The operation may be over but I know, this is just the start of my medication.

*pray for me, fellas. =)